results of annoyance motivation

I completed 4 of 5 tasks. Cleaning, Laundry, some Nickel and Dime pages, posting to the workshop and Medium Rare got pushed off to work on websites. I did in fact have leftover steak for dinner though, so karmically speaking, well no, not karmically speaking. I got bonus Refridgerator cleanup and minor dusting done. When I start whining about my lack of time again, I really need someone to punch me in the gut and remind me about annoyance motivation, it channels well.At dinner I watched K-19 which had been tivo’d for two months and I’d been interrupted in middle of four times. Finally made it through the radiation sickness. You know it was a pretty tragic event, and the men on board, without a doubt were heroes, but I wonder if some other beings might be somewhere looking down and musing about how silly we are for eradiating ourselves, dying horrible deaths because of what equates to nuclear armed locker room rivalry. Human behavior is just dumb. No thoughts on Ford’s Russian- I did however think how justifiably bitter some of the old Russians might be by having American Movie Star Harrison Ford telling this story. It’s not as if they don’t have actors in the former Soviet Union, rather just actors most American audiences haven’t heard of, or wouldn’t take the time to see. Which just supports the attitude that we’re a bunch of self centered asses, which to be perfectly honest doesn’t require all that much support any more.The situation in Sudan (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Darfur_conflict) is freaking me out. It’s not even that I’m all that informed- that’s kinda somewhat the issue, as it was with Rwanda. Hello, genocide? But the US’s stance on the ICC is just, giving… me… a… headache. Monkey-man and his stupid sanctions and secret club with the Sudanease Government? If he somehow turns this into yet another play for oil I’m really going to have to look into something drastic. It’s the kind of nightmare that people are just oblivious about because it doesn’t pre-empt American Idol. Which is another thing, how the hell do you make a hit show named Idol when conservatism is supposedly sweeping the nation. Idolatry you morans? Monkey-man and his band of raving lunatic monkey cabinet are forcing me to care about the rest of the world more than the Nascar rally that’s going on in Downtown Raleigh tonight. (Yes, what the HELL? A Nascar Rally?) I think that really must be his plan for spreading democracy and freedom- Just fucking abuse the hell out of the rest of the planet until they all rise up against us, and we rise up against ourselves.